Bitter sweet crush

Mmmmh.. we listen we don't judge. Sooo their was this gorgeous dude I was seeing around campus n I accidentally had a crush on him... (yes it was an accident😫 si story ni yangu). So one night I was outsiiiide n I bumped into him (walhai I didn't go there because my friend had told me he was there🌝) after a few shots I decided to pour out my feelings... the dude literally stood up n left me their alone( like who does that😭)... few min later he came back with his friends. I was so so embarrassed 😫😭 I had to pretend I was drunk drunk. After that.....in the morning I blamed thee alcohol coz I could neveeeer do such a thing🙂.

Days go by n this one night i decide to write this dude an email( had his school email) about how I felt n that it was not thee alcohol and I could see out future(😫😂)plus any other bs a girl in love would write.

Did I get a response.... oooooh ni wewe ulinipatia. So I just let it slide na nikamsahau.

Last month something just tells me to look for his ig account n luckily I did find it... a few heys to lighten up the mood... mimi I was expecting a very weird conversation to take place but nooo the dude was chill.

Heeeeee wiki mbili ata hazijapita nikiwa tu zangu nascroll I see the green circle on his story so im like yeeeeeeees (I'm his bestie then will soon be his wifey🤭😝) i open thee story... Lo n Behold! The love of his life😫 aaaah.. I know you probably like it's fine si ni mpenzi wake.... i didn't have a problem with that what kinda made me want to crawl out of my skin is that the love of his life was a dude🥹. I have nothing against that also lkn for the fact that I did write a whole email ilinikasirisha. Just liked thee story n gave myself time out coz wooooi😭

Hyo email till date still disturbs me.

Moral lesson: Don't go writing emails.